"Proposal Experience"

Shaking and sweating of hands, not full of butterflies but like there was a zoo in my stomach is what I felt in presenting my proposal in front of the class. In my years of existence, that day was one of the most intense moment in my life. It’s not new to me to stand in front and say something about a particular thing since we used to do it even in high school and elementary but that time was different. Though I’m ready to present my idea in the class and already familiarize my speech about my proposal, the worries and the uneasiness was still there. Many had tried and most of our classmate were failed to have a yes from our facilitator which makes me more nervous like I was going to faint anytime. Because of the nervous that I felt in that time, I was having doubts to continue and present my idea because of the continuous NO that we heard from our facilitator. But in the end, I took time to find my guts to stand up and try my best and luck, and expecting that I will have the boo sign in my idea. I just think in that time that even though my idea will be not accepted, at least I tried. At least, I have no regrets and I find the results. That thought was my motivation to continue and stand up with courage in the class. Surprisingly, lucky me that my idea was accepted though my words in explaining my idea were jumbled. Being accepted in that time was the best moment. That moment was like I won a million of pesos in a Lotto and make my smile so wide expanded up to my ears. The experience of presenting my idea was really a helpful one and serves as a reminder to me. It thought me that as there are opportunities in your hand, grab it and do your best to achieve it especially in the world of IT industry were everything is a competition. It reminds me that doubts and being coward to any instances will just result into regrets and just letting the opportunity to fly away.